Her Evilness

Yesterday I was forced to question Bello’s love for me. But only for a second. It was an unnecessary force, one that has caused a once close relationship to be altered forever.

Whenever I look at my grandmother, I see a wonderful and caring woman who only wants the best for her family. However, my opinion has since changed because certain events in life have caused me to question her motives.

My grandmother has always been a materialistic person who believes that her daughters should have a marriage filled with security, money and then love, in that order. How my grandmother developed such an attitude, I have no idea. She wasn’t born with money; her family wasn’t poor but they lived a comfortable life. When she got married, had children and started her career, her and my grandfather made money; enough to see them through a very comfortable and generous lifestyle as well as retirement.

When I see pictures of my grandmother when she was young, I see a beautiful woman who was as normal as normal could be; down to earth, smart and genuine. When I see her now, I see her as a negative, spiteful and delusional woman who has too much time on her hands.

My grandmother said something to me that was mean, hurtful and could have potentially caused a devastated life crisis. What scares me the most, she wouldn’t care as long as things went her way.

To Be Continued Tomorrow